Over a rollercoaster of thinkings I am thinking.
I think thinking the way I am used to, feels like falling.
I keep bits of my fallingfeeling out of how I am feeling.
It’s called living the total of a lifetime over, again, over, and over.
It happens when you don’t live minutes or hours or days and years, when they first happen, in a decently culturally chronically proven settling order of feelings realized every every every time.
So, you feel now lost now found and again, thinking over a rollercoaster of thinking constantly, making living turn into a constantly thinking of constantly.
Saghi Ghahraman
Toronto Jan 1, 2025